Do I seem more mature to you?
I am older than I was when I last posted!
It was a pretty great birthday, no crying, no life evaluations and no disastrous parties. Just a good time!
It wasn't until about a week later when I found myself one day, looking around wondering what in the world I should focus on next in terms of my projects. Kids Fringe is done, the Kids shows at the Sick Kids hospital are done, and my big event that I was helping to plan at work is over, and now it just feels like a weird time.
My friend Katie calls this time "WTF Now?" I hope it happens to more people than just us. Getting used to "WTF Now?" times is probably the hardest thing for me to do. Like, you finish a project and it went super great and you wish the train could have continued, but it won't because it would get boring otherwise. You look ahead to the future and see nothing.
"WTF Now?!"
And it's frustrating right? Because life is such a gift- and you should use every day to its fullest and when you have little idea of how to currently be creatively constructive you start to go in circles.
"WTF Now!?"
So like every time this happens, I'm looking for that new thing to give me the spark to pull late nights, suffer early mornings and inject my insane passion, energy and enthusiasm into.
I would love a constant raison d'être this year.
